DirtyDessa

I more or less copied this from my other account: DeviantArt (not it's users, but it's owners and operators) have made it abundantly clear that they have zero interest in enabling me to browse the way I want. It's irritating to even look at a gallery or the home page or to organize my favorites. And DA doesn't care, because "We strongly believe in the new thumbnails" which translates directly to "We like this, so we don't give a shit what our users like." So, I decided a couple weeks ago I definitely wasn't renewing my premium (this account didn't have premium, my other one did). Not going to give them any money for delivering a product I

Anyway. Yes, it's been a damn long time. I suffer from some depression and I've been having a bad time of it recently, much worse than I've had for many years -- possibly since I was in high school. I didn't want to do SHIT. Though on my other account I managed to throw this together: :thumb284347928: Because yeah, fuck depression. But not a depression of fuck... oh... never mind. I'm coming out of it though. It was a freaky scary thing for a while. But I'm out of that -- I think In HS I had a couple moments where the idea of suicide came to mind. But it wasn't anything I ever THOUGHT about. And I was never into self-harm or "cutting

I'm not usually the quiet sort, but apparently on this account I am. I have part 5 in the works. so ... soon.